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"You know they were-"
"You know she was-"
"What are you?"
"You're not-"
"Why you-"
Yes, I know. There is much to compare. There is so much love for her and nothing but vacant eyes for me. I'm the replacement, the new her. They were them so long and people don't like change. But it ended and there didn't seem to be a reason why, because all was quiet. On the outside, it was perfect. Internally there was manipulation and a cold underlying negligence. There was a complete cut, no lingering love. No sensitivity. Only resent and coldness. 
A simple "I'm never coming back"
Time passes, and adjustment to her gone far away and him alone. Rather him alone than with someone else. Rather him alone than betray the image of them together and their apparent external perfection.
More time passes and along I come. At first there is no alarm. Why would he consider me. What am I compared to her? Nothing, that's what. Many months pass and the hierarchy is maintained. I stay where I should. I mind my
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In this World
Rancor and fear have lived throughout this world
The rich ride the usurp backs of the weak
The innocent cower and live up curled
Parsimony runs rampant, causing reek
But, not all of kindness is at a loss
Love still flourishes with those who still hope
We must remember not to live in gloss
Or the cruelty shall catch up with tight rope
Our children start out as delicate fawns
Garrulous they are and innocent too
They bathe in the light of a silent dawn
Innocent and precious, always so true
Protect these offspring with undying trust
For these ones live in a world of blood lust
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I hiked some stuff by Fawnthenico I hiked some stuff :iconfawnthenico:Fawnthenico 1 2 Love me by Fawnthenico Love me :iconfawnthenico:Fawnthenico 0 2 I shouldn't drive by Fawnthenico I shouldn't drive :iconfawnthenico:Fawnthenico 0 3 doorbells are gross by Fawnthenico doorbells are gross :iconfawnthenico:Fawnthenico 1 0

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The love of my life doesn't live where he is loved so much. It brings me physical pain when he messages me too afraid or incapable of calling when his mother is on another rampage. 

Not only pain, but it brings me rage and makes me hyper aggressive. I am powerless to do anything and the only thing I can do is distract him.

So I show him my favorite paintings. They are all Vincent Van Gogh and one of them in particular makes me think only of him when I see it. It's called Almond Blossoms. And for those who haven't seen it, it focuses on a branch of white and pink blossoms with a sky blue background. It's simplistic but means so much with the brush strokes and careful colors laid in plain view for you to find if you look deep enough. I could go on for so long about how it embodies him in every aspect but I won't.

All I can do is cry to myself and tell him "Please don't cut" and "Stay safe". 

So please, don't cut and keep yourselves safe
  • Listening to: Sweet whispers of a stoner
  • Reading: Fahrenheit 451
  • Watching: A kind child sleeping in my arms
  • Playing: Alien: Isolation
  • Eating: Not a lot
  • Drinking: 4 day old soda

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Fawn or Laney
Artist | Student | Artisan Crafts
United States
Hello children of the hamburgers, I welcome you to this page of miscellaneous nonsense I call an art page. Feel free to note me, or send me a smoke signal. Now I suppose you want to know about me now, well here you go:

I'm 93% sure I'm a mermaid and I will reassume my role as the overlord of the seas alongside my brethren Poseidon and Trident. I shall over throw the Jellyfish Queen and claim my thrown again.

I am 16ish, like to pick pocket people, Im a fucking theatre nerd, Jenna Marbles is my spirit animal, I'm pansexual, cosplay is a new hobby of mine, and I enjoy man beards, thighs, and butts. Gay is also a hobby of mine, so is swearing. Fuck off.

Have a good day

The Quenchiest Stamp by CubieJ Pinata Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Marshmallow Stamp by Kezzi-Rose The official T3LP stamp by TheBourgyman HP Stained Glass Mermaid Stamp by TwilightProwler Disney Stamp 45 by Flusjaa Disney Stamp 38 by Flusjaa Disney Pocahontas + Hair Stamp by TwilightProwler
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LDK3 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015
ahhh i was going through my old da account and thought omg we haven't talked in ages o: so how are you doing??
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Fawnthenico Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
omigosh Im so sorry it took two weeks to reply (competitions and costume design have consumed me) Im really glad you messaged me because I have been thinking the same thing with a lot of people. but ive been doing good besides my tablet taking a crap on me, you?
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LDK3 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015
Haha it's totally fine! Aw im sorry that sucks D: but I've been doing good c:
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Fawnthenico Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
always nice to here friends are doing good :> I've missed being on here and not being able to look at all the amazing art.
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jaggerthedat Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
{coppyed}i sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked “why?â€� The angel said “angels don't watch over angels.â€� Twenty angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine are playing, one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP Everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard ♥
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crazedfoxmrn Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
What is up madame?
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Fawnthenico Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
Life if up, and life is being shitty
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crazedfoxmrn Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Sounds bad. How is it sucky?
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Fawnthenico Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2015  Student Artisan Crafter
High school, hospital trips, and gross people
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Kintanga Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!!!
I hope you have a wonderful one!! VuV
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